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Hmmmmm [03 Dec 2005|10:11am]
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Draft [30 Nov 2005|11:35pm]
Dont know if i Should keep working on this or scrap it...let me know what u think

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Newish [30 Nov 2005|09:41pm]
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Old Negatives Redone [24 Nov 2005|03:22pm]
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The Art Life [15 Nov 2005|01:02pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Congrats to Mr. Suckhvir Gill For getting a show in New York If Anyone Deserves this i believe it is him....He has work hard for the last year or two..This bring him one step closer to his Dream and the thing i like to see most is someone getting closer to their ultimate dream...Once Again I Wish U the best in this life experience..I may come off rude at times but i still have the up most respect for you.

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YAY New Book [14 Nov 2005|08:06pm]
[ mood | calm ]

I just brought a new Book called "The Essence Of Zin" and I cant wait to start reading it....

"ZeN" I cant Spell or i get to happy and type to fast..ahaha

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I Am Good Hearted At times [13 Nov 2005|10:38pm]
So i finally found all of my family's old photos from my mothers childhood and all my families too...so i decide that i would restore the ones I can and make a photo album for my Mother And GrandMother for christmas ...its going to take a lot of time but i think there will be a big payoff in the end...I also get really sad looking at photos when i was a little Lad because as strange as this sound i dont remember my childhood at all no matter how hard i think...so i look at these photos and smile...that is all for now..
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And The World Falls Apart [12 Nov 2005|10:23am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I like how money divides Families and is the downfall of society.... It might also be the reason I will be getting kick out of my house.... I told my Mother that i don't think i can do 4 classes for school next semester and she said well if u only do 2 then my insurances is going to be canceled and she will have to pay for everything... so i said i will get a better job somewhere full time... and she highly doubted that i would...she was like if u ever get into a bad car Crash and go to the hospital she would have to pay for everything...like im not that important cuz of the money she would have to spend..She never was like this but within the last few yrs she has become very money hungry...she takes 2/3 of my paycheck each week for bills and crap which i understand but she keeps wanting more and more... like all my paycheck but 20 for gas for me.... so she was like get a full time job and move out so she wont have to spend any of her money which i do give back to her.. I just cant take it here anymore i want to move out of state and hopefully start a new better life...I FUCKING HATE MONEY


Looking For a New Job is So Hard and I Found It Funny How People Are Like Get A New Job its not that Easy People....Specially when most Stores only Hire People That Look Like THem..If U know what i mean..

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In the Last Few Days [02 Nov 2005|11:33am]
[ mood | amused ]

Its Funny and Sad But in the Last Few Days I Have been called An Ass, A Lier, A Bullshit talker, a jerk, a creepy, and ugly son of a bitch, a low life , loser, fuck head, that i Ruin lives, and that I Should Die and yes it has been by different people and said to my face too.....i found this funny cuz i don't even talk much...I just Its like my Actions or something i dont understand it..man i can wait to move..and yes i will get it the same where ever i go but at least it will be new people...mauhuahuahu...GRRRR

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A Sight Within View [26 Oct 2005|11:23am]

Eyes Are Over Done I Know
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Dissolved In tears [23 Oct 2005|01:53pm]
Ok i think this might be how i want it im not sure....i hate the different monitor differences ....
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What Do U think Of Me Now [22 Oct 2005|04:30pm]

A New Photo..YAY..Let me know what u think....thanks..;^)
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Drifter In The Unknown World [17 Oct 2005|11:26am]

She Roams In This Unknown World Looking For A Place To Call Her Dwelling..

She Drifts From One Region To The Next...

All She Wants Is To Be Accepted Instead Of Looked Down Upon....

For She Is The Reason Why Mankind Falls....

Love Is The Reason People Die...
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The State Fair [16 Oct 2005|10:46am]
[ mood | calm ]

I Went to The State Fair The Other Night and It Was very good....they have new Rides and it wasn't as money stealing as i thought it would be.....It had to be the best night of my days no top of the Ferris Wheel....

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We Are Dying THe Slowest Death [07 Oct 2005|07:38pm]
So I Have A 50/50 chance of moving away from arizona and start a new life in a new small town in a new state with new people. Im not saying this is a for sure thing because its not for a few months but it may happen.... Some people would say this is the stupidest thing that i might do for someone... and i say i dont fucking care...if people never took chances we would all be sitting at home everyday doing nothing but sitting in the dark alone.... Im not saying its not going to turn out for the best in which i really hope it does....

Im just saying i finally have a Chance to leave this hell hole and start over where ppl wont talk bad about me....well at least for a few months and everyone here will not have to worry about me or care for me...If I Do move i will miss the very few ppl that i do care for and love.....

Thats all i have for now more to come later....
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If U Care [25 Sep 2005|10:05am]
[ mood | blank ]

My Birthday is Monday and I Got This Bad Boy For Myself for my memories..

For me that a Big thing it may not be for any of u but it the first thing that mine and made my heart smile

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Now For Something Different [12 Sep 2005|04:54pm]


I have A Bad Scanner


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Hard TIme [12 Sep 2005|10:06am]
So Last Night Was Ok I Had A Very Fun Time With My New Cute Friend..She tried to kill me with a pink pillow and blow people up with rockets...but i always feel like im boring so i do stupid stuff but oh well thats just me not fun at all.....so that part of the night was wonderful....the bad part is i went bowling last night with a bunch of people which was ok it was for my friends birthday but it was all her friends except one person who i know and is a great bowler...I became anti-social not cuz my friends is my ex and has a amazing new boyfriend..i have just became non-social lately..i dont mean to be rude but others see me as that which its all good i would proobably think the same...it doesnt mean i dont want to talk to u i just dont know what to say...u can always talk to me duh....jk..lol...but yeah i just sat in the back and watch everyone have a good fun time laughing and smiling and i was feeling i would never be happy like them once again...I lost a lot in this short life of mine and i will probably lose more...i tend to lose good friends and people that i really care for but i always bring this on myself so its no ones fault but my own...I tend to make myself unhappy and sad and its kinda hard when ur losing everyone around u and have nobody left u can really have a heart to heart talk to....Even if i had someone i still dont have anything to say..i was never good with words...
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YOUR KNIFE....MY HEART [08 Sep 2005|01:04pm]

You Stab The Blade Into My Heart
The Blood Pours Out Of The Mark
Who The Hell Do You Think You Are
Your Words Hurt Me More Then Who You Were

You Never Thought It Would Come To This
But You left Me For The Rest
Were Like Little Robots On Request
Being Programed To Be A Mess

You Say Its My Fault That I Never understood A Part
That My Words Hurt You More Then My Car
So You Decide To Start A War
You Came At Me With All Your Might

You Cut Out My Heart And Throw It In The Trash Can
Why Did You Hate Me Just Cuz I Went On A Secornd Date
We should Of Had Fun While We Can
You Never Know When We Will End Up Dead

Buts Its To Late You Stabbed Me To My Fate
Hope You Have Fun With Your New Mate
My Feelings For You Will Always Be the Same
But I NEver Got To Say One Last Thing
That I Loved You Till The End
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I Have A Theory [07 Sep 2005|09:32am]
I Have A Theory That People Are Overly Nice And Talk to One Another But in reality They Only Want To Talk To people They Found Attractive...I Think This Is True Im Not saying Everyone Does this but most ppl do...I Dont I talk To Who Ever Will Talk To Me But Im Not Much Of A Talker So It Doesnt Last Long......People Need To Just Accept Everyone As They Are We Are All Different Looking and if U just Go For Looks I think Thats Kinda Shallow...But Thats Just How I feel.....I Dont Have many people But Im very Lucky To have the Friends I HAve....The Stupid Thing Is I Let People get To Me...I Hate being Hyper Sensitive..I Dont Want To Be Here Anymore..
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